I think that after having time to think about it I have changed my mind that I have stopped drinking for the rest of my days. Not that I would ever consciously pick up a drink but when a drink is in arms reach a sip or a gulp still pervade my thoughts albeit briefly. It dawned on my conscious mind that my unconscious dis-ease is still active and not as inert as I originally felt or thought.
Innocent thoughts or musings are a dangerous place for anyone that has drank alcoholically. And to say ipso facto that I will never drink again are my intention but I need to make sure that I have a contingency plan in place always.
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Can't you just stay away from places and people that feel OH is part of the entertainment?
ReplyDeleteI could hammer down a couple right now. I just don't want to. I expect I never will, but I can't make that call until the whistle.
ReplyDeleteI think Mike that if we agree that its possible we can drink we eliminate any complacency we have about staying stopped.
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